run away, wait what are we running from?

so i am updating this blog.. i should change the name because the way i am part came from two really odd songs that i would rather forget, so i get reminded every time i see the blog that thats what i used to listen to but then i also get reminded of what God can do in a messed up life. sounds confusing i think, maybe.

yea so i am at home now. things were going slow at my grandparents and i missed my family and my pj and my parents said they needed me home, so nice to be needed. so they came and got me like a week or so ago and now i am here where i belong. it was fun there in a way, i mean i needed the quiet time to think and a few persons know what i was really thinking about the last week so it was good. this sounds silly because its like a no duh thing, but i discovered that one can not keep back part of themselves for them, they have to give it all to the Lord, every single little bit. then i also got to renew friendships with old friends and made new ones, which was good and bad. the youthgroup there is awesome and very friendly, i felt as much at home there as was possible for me too feel at home in a place that wasnt home. lol have fun figuring that sentence out.

i was reading job today and its a very interesting book. yea random thought there..

i have hit a wall and cant think of anything more to write sadly. this seems to happen a lot hence hardly any new blog posts. tomo is tired and keeps looking at me like time for bed already. i am tired, and i think i played harder than i worked today. though i did weed potatoes today and did laundry and changed sam's diaper and thats all of what would be called work. but it wasnt work it was fun even the diapers. i enjoy doing those kind of things most of the time. i mean sure there are days i want to stay in bed and forget everybody else exsists but yea, it sounds like i'm starting to ramble. i love rambling but i tend to start to not make sence. its time for bed.